so I am blind. not literally. but in many other ways. I don't intend this to be offensive to physically blind people (most of whom wouldn't be reading this anyway) they have struggles I have no experience with. but my stupidity, my arrogance, my depravity seems to know no bounds. I am a slave to my stomach. Have abandoned nearly every dream I have ever had (the ones left I merely give lip service too)
I cannot do anything without seeking praise.
I am prone to mock or criticize others for things I either cannot do, or do.
I have no self control at all. the things I do not wish to do, I do, but that which I want to do seems impossibly far away and unattainable. what a wretched man I am. who can save me from this body of death.
I stare blankly into the abyss and do not understand what I see. is it darkness staring back or is it me?
